why people have nothing better than to make up stories about you is beyond me
I never understand how I have barely enough time to read a book, and yet other people, grown ass people, have the time to craft entire life stories about other people

on another note

all I hearing is that Hugh wooding is PROFESSIONAL training
so why is it that they treating me more like a child here

seating plans and ish!
have to FORMALLY request permission to be absent from classes
and they can say no if you don't word your letter correctly

and again the water went off
this time the electricity didn't go off!
I've never had to wash dishes with bottled water before
was quite a "treat"

ah Trinidad
such a strange land
where people call you "family"
and you never have electricity
or water, or transport or any kind of amenity
but rather the fear you gine end up in the city
when they blowing up garbage for kicks
cuz dese men ain't nutting but tricks

So everyday I think I realise there's a little something I could be appreciative over
like
the water only went off ONCE today
and even so the water tank didn't COMPLETELY explode when I noticed that the pipe leading to the house was slightly disconnected
Dana made a good point, when her sister was in Cuba she had to shower from pep bottles
WE ARE NOT SO BAD OFF!

I watched the Sisterhood of the traveling pants
and I'm not afraid to admit I cried a couple times

maybe it was becuz, uncannily I could see parts of my personality in the "sisterhood" and that realisation kinda freaked me out!

I'm feeling a little odd about my exams....If this was UWI I'd have exams in less than two months, here, I have about 8 months,
its odd, I feel the need to put in some serious work, but on the other hand I know 6 months from now I'll have NO idea what "paragraphing" is

so what do I do?

it seems so POINTLESS to be studying the way I usually study from so early
maybe I better just do that and stay on top of my "game"
but then I feel so unmotivated to study when everyone else is just liming

I know I'm not one to do what everyone else is doing, but I'm the head limer girl when I know I can put in my 5 weeks of work and do a whole syllabus

truthfully if the people who are lecturering would stop CHATTING so much and just lecture we'd be done by november


sometimes I don't even understand myself
so how can I expect someone else to understand me?