Thursday, June 19, 2003

sometimes I hate being a woman
its like you have to double check things in your brain before you can actually talk
women are enslaved by themselves
always worrying about what someone else thinks
and the few who don't get branded as bitches, slack, lesbian, and anything else bad
so much of my life has been spent holding my breath
afraid of what other pplz will think
will they hate me if I say this
or if I do this?

I have to admit as I got older I've wondered about what pplz think of me less and less
but every so often I have to wonder......
and then I worry
and its like my insides are crumbling
but my outside is fine (I HOPE)
*sigh*
the sexes are SO much more different than people realise
best line put on me
"kissing is all about personality, so far you're the best kisser I know, even tho we haven't kissed yet."

BOEK
:)

Monday, June 16, 2003

so Mr. Impressive, from back in May
had a fight with his woman/ex
and now looking for me
MEN I tell ya

on a brighter note
Trench is just amazing

Trench: If you were to ask me to come to Barbados
tomorrow and I could I would
Would not even worry about looking for a
place to stay or money to spend just as long as i could see you and that is the truth

Trench: Lani you do not have to do anything you do
not want to do what is natural please do not do anything as a result of me
saying or doing something just be yourself
... Trench: u get excited easily ?
yummy: I'm not telling you
Trench: yeah u do I can tell u are very sensual
[22:05:36] yummy: am I
[22:05:38] yummy: ?
Trench: as long as the right words are said and the
right places touched

Trench: anyone ever kiss you while you lay down then
they rub there cheek against yours , again softly, then
move to your ears and their every breath makes the hair on
the back of your neck stand? up a guy ever make you arch your back in
pleasure?


AY AY AY!!!
I ain't know what to say but I digging this!