Jubilation and confusion all in one day
so I supposed to be going to Panama to support Nadia our Miss Barbados who causing a stir in dem latin countries
I scrunt I save
and bank on money that I WORKED hard for
and the pplz two months later have still to pay me
what is this rubbish!
I can't understand
I mean I get loans from my parents, work
evating to pay back and de fool fool man ain't pay me yet!
and worse yet everytime its oh yes Lani I'll pay you tomorrow!
I leave on SUNDAY!!!
I need to pay the ticket TOMORROW!!!! its just a mangy $300 why pplz doan wanna pay ya???
:(
....
so I saw Mr. Punk/Prince today looking as good as ever in one of those black muscle shirts you know the ones that look like a t-shirt with the sleeves pulled off
I mean it may just be a shirt but on him the ting look delectable!!
:)
sigh
Thursday, May 29, 2003
Monday, May 26, 2003
once again men have succeeded in confusing me
and Mr. Punk-Prince like he fall off the face of the planet
I'm here trying to make some money to go to Panama and just things just happening to discourage me
seems like there were some unknown costs so now I gotta find an extra $544.00 :(
even if I buss my ass working every nite I won't be paid before I have to leave!
oh woe is me
I went thru nuff to organise this and it just crumbling
but I won't give up!!!
the hurtful thing is that if it was just one week later I'd have more than enough money to go
and I hear shopping in Panama is unbelievably cheap and I ain't gine have not one red cent to buy nutting
CHA!!!
the weekend was interesting
in retrospect I shouldn't have gone out but I guess that's over and done with and can't do anything about that now.
went in extreme
long ass line
for what
men just disrespecting your personal space rubbing up on you and touching you all on your back and your ASS!!! dey had a man that was JUST staring at my crutch trying to dance with me
I look at the man bend down to his eye level and was like what
and he steupse and say I'm unmannerly!!! I love it!
Men in dey offering to BUY you a drink when you done pay your $40 for de damn drinks free
I tell ya if I paying $40 you done know I drinking evating on the drinks free list
even if its just NUFF NUFF juice!
you believe the pplz tek tequila off the drinks free list
now I can't have my tequila sunrises any more
damn pplz!
anyway so picture this
I'm in extreme with Daana, and this guy comes up to speak to me
offering to buy me a drink
Daana says since it took alot of guts to come talk to me I should be nice
but I wonder
I have to execute the same amount of "guts" if I wanted to talk to a fella
and correct me if I'm wrong but I don't think I look like I would damage a fella
but anyway
he comes over with the whole "I have a friend who's shy" routine
which I think is silly (but I was trying to listen to D and be nice)
at the time I have to admit I was pissed off about something else so I told the man sorry I don't like shy men to which he asked what should I tell my "imaginary" friend (cuz he was de body that come back later asking for a dance)
and I said tell him have a nice nite
I mean if the guy too shy to come talk to me and he ain't even know me
well what de hell I gine scare the poor fella when he meets me!
I have to admit tho when he came back i was nicer,, and we even included him in our conversation
its when the man asked me Why I wanted to study law and I tell him cuz it pays well and he ain't get the joke that I was like o-k
and he asked me something else what was it now
oh yes
the man name drop
ask me if I know Nirmal Thani hehe
name dropping in Bim just doesn't wuk
so then later on
a man
I ain't know him you know
comes up behind me puts his arm around me (did I mention I don't know this man)
and asks me in a drinks free if he could BUY me a drink
now I guess most people would be like yeah courvoisier, moet, baileys
but next thing now de man think he bought me for de nite and up under me and trying to get the sauce
now why do you think this man feels he can touch me
does he know me?
I heard about this girl (true story) who got touched in her neck by this boy and he had fungus on his hand and he gave her a rash that eat out her hair and all kinda rubbish!!!!!
you feel I want that shite on me!!!! you'se doan know where pplz put dey hand!!!
....
went tamerind hunting yesterday with my friend Simone AND made tamerind syrup!!! wunna remember that???? I used to have that from primary school this man who we called Brown (simply becuz he drove a brown van) and they (he and mrs. brown) used to bring hot tamerind syrup in foil paper... CHA $0.50
yummmmmm that was sooooo good
I think ours was pretty cool.
you believe we went to this house to pick tamerinds and they were big and juicy and TOO rashole high to pick!!!!
couldn't even climb de frigging tree.
and Mr. Punk-Prince like he fall off the face of the planet
I'm here trying to make some money to go to Panama and just things just happening to discourage me
seems like there were some unknown costs so now I gotta find an extra $544.00 :(
even if I buss my ass working every nite I won't be paid before I have to leave!
oh woe is me
I went thru nuff to organise this and it just crumbling
but I won't give up!!!
the hurtful thing is that if it was just one week later I'd have more than enough money to go
and I hear shopping in Panama is unbelievably cheap and I ain't gine have not one red cent to buy nutting
CHA!!!
the weekend was interesting
in retrospect I shouldn't have gone out but I guess that's over and done with and can't do anything about that now.
went in extreme
long ass line
for what
men just disrespecting your personal space rubbing up on you and touching you all on your back and your ASS!!! dey had a man that was JUST staring at my crutch trying to dance with me
I look at the man bend down to his eye level and was like what
and he steupse and say I'm unmannerly!!! I love it!
Men in dey offering to BUY you a drink when you done pay your $40 for de damn drinks free
I tell ya if I paying $40 you done know I drinking evating on the drinks free list
even if its just NUFF NUFF juice!
you believe the pplz tek tequila off the drinks free list
now I can't have my tequila sunrises any more
damn pplz!
anyway so picture this
I'm in extreme with Daana, and this guy comes up to speak to me
offering to buy me a drink
Daana says since it took alot of guts to come talk to me I should be nice
but I wonder
I have to execute the same amount of "guts" if I wanted to talk to a fella
and correct me if I'm wrong but I don't think I look like I would damage a fella
but anyway
he comes over with the whole "I have a friend who's shy" routine
which I think is silly (but I was trying to listen to D and be nice)
at the time I have to admit I was pissed off about something else so I told the man sorry I don't like shy men to which he asked what should I tell my "imaginary" friend (cuz he was de body that come back later asking for a dance)
and I said tell him have a nice nite
I mean if the guy too shy to come talk to me and he ain't even know me
well what de hell I gine scare the poor fella when he meets me!
I have to admit tho when he came back i was nicer,, and we even included him in our conversation
its when the man asked me Why I wanted to study law and I tell him cuz it pays well and he ain't get the joke that I was like o-k
and he asked me something else what was it now
oh yes
the man name drop
ask me if I know Nirmal Thani hehe
name dropping in Bim just doesn't wuk
so then later on
a man
I ain't know him you know
comes up behind me puts his arm around me (did I mention I don't know this man)
and asks me in a drinks free if he could BUY me a drink
now I guess most people would be like yeah courvoisier, moet, baileys
but next thing now de man think he bought me for de nite and up under me and trying to get the sauce
now why do you think this man feels he can touch me
does he know me?
I heard about this girl (true story) who got touched in her neck by this boy and he had fungus on his hand and he gave her a rash that eat out her hair and all kinda rubbish!!!!!
you feel I want that shite on me!!!! you'se doan know where pplz put dey hand!!!
....
went tamerind hunting yesterday with my friend Simone AND made tamerind syrup!!! wunna remember that???? I used to have that from primary school this man who we called Brown (simply becuz he drove a brown van) and they (he and mrs. brown) used to bring hot tamerind syrup in foil paper... CHA $0.50
yummmmmm that was sooooo good
I think ours was pretty cool.
you believe we went to this house to pick tamerinds and they were big and juicy and TOO rashole high to pick!!!!
couldn't even climb de frigging tree.