so for the past couple days the water has been on and off
and we have a water tank but that has apparently gone dry
I mean I not really stressing about this, its just something to get used to, a different thing you have to adapt to
actually I'm looking forward to the changes that will inevitably occur in me
I don't want to live these two years here and rely on someone else to do something for me when I can do it myself
I figure every day should be a journey to where you want to be, but that's not quite right becuz that makes it seem as if life is a destination like you want to GET somewhere
rather than enjoy the ride
I want to enjoy the ride the whole way, even if it might get dark and scary sometimes
but I figure it can't last that way forever

so its been a while and alot has happened
but I think as I'm in Tnt
I'll use this as a way to keep a journal and a diary of what's going on
plus people can make sure I've not fallen into some hole in tnt (yes there are lots of them)
or someone didn't run off with me or try to assault me in some way

so Tnt is cool
honestly it is
but I swear when I come back I gine be able to run the task force!
special forces! anyting so, I mean you gotta be SOOOOO vigilant ALL the time, if its not a bombing, or an assault or some man trying to steal ya school bag, someone getting kidnap or their head chopped off or being used as a human shield!
steupse

why de bodderation man!
why people can't just get along?