last nite I dreamt about a fella
ok so I was at some fete, ummm not sure exactly where, but anyway I was all about jumping up and doing dixie as per usual
so then there was this plethora of men just walking past apparently I knew them but we (cuz I was liming with a girl, could only be Daana but I'm not sure) were pretty tired and just sitting down
so anyway the guy came over and started talking to me
and I dunno something about him I was just entralled in him I dunno
why
steupse then I woke up
sometimes you have dreams and then you wake up and still kinda feel all nice and stuff from the dream
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Suffie
I'm REALLY sorry you think I was being disrespectful
but especially becuz my mother has no idea about this blog I don't think I was being disrespectful
I have no problem speaking the way I did
I was not being disrespectful
and further more the way I handled the situation with her
I think I should be given an award for how I spoke to her
you have know idea what kind of person my mother is
or the kind of issues that she lays on me and my grandmother and my brother
when you have some semblance of an idea of where I'm coming from then you can tell me whether or not I was being disrespectful
I'm REALLY sorry you think I was being disrespectful
but especially becuz my mother has no idea about this blog I don't think I was being disrespectful
I have no problem speaking the way I did
I was not being disrespectful
and further more the way I handled the situation with her
I think I should be given an award for how I spoke to her
you have know idea what kind of person my mother is
or the kind of issues that she lays on me and my grandmother and my brother
when you have some semblance of an idea of where I'm coming from then you can tell me whether or not I was being disrespectful
with everything that happened this week I forgot to blog how my weekend was
my weekend started on Thursday.. with Berger boys SHORT pants fete
that the pplz refuse to wear shorts....
had a minor exchange with the bane of my existence...who thinks that split personalities are fun
Friday....BAJE!
:)
got painted up and ting! I mean I was worried Baku and all but caw blemma it was burse!
and BARE people that you haven't seen as Daana said, BARE hugs and ting
LOVE it
and two thirds of the hot boys in so it was great
and one thing I have to say people were actually dancing!
that is a problem I've been encountering, when I go out, me and my friends are some of the only people dancing? why you gine pay money to just stand up? I mean you can do that for free in your house?!
I don't get pplz
Saturday
Power X 4 was washed out I'm slightly biased I know!
Moonshine was washed out BUT it wasn't desolate like Power X 4
rain did NOT stop people from jamming people were not standing up afraid to get their imi shoes muddy
and might I say, boatyard is just a place where you can go and be yourself...no body checking
I'm not so into foam, but I have to admit it wasn't bad this time, it didn't have the stifling affect that I would get if I was in say extreme
I ran into some interesting people too
more on that later!
Sunday.....
went to this "pool" party.... the pool was a 7 foot hole with dirty water a WHOLE set of posers or "dibby pplz trying to be bougie"
I mean its true, people like to say that bougie people just pose, but let me tell ya these people ain't MOVE bare statutes in the "fete"
I think its a bajan thing, don't wanna dance, or "free up yourself" as the djs ask them to
and I'm sorry but Old dub just ain't cutting it for me any more
its the same 20 songs just in a different order...
same thing for calypso
is there something wrong with playing MUSIC? not just one genre with a select 15 songs?
as much as Daana knocks it
I like the new dub, with the dances...becuz its not so much about Bad man this or that and its cool seeing people DANCING together rather than just wukking up and getting on skanky
I mean it grates on me to be out and see the proverbial circle gathering around some skitily clad woman who is in the splits on the ground doing god knows what
don't get me wrong
I would go to the dancehall queen show and have fun! them women are talented
but does it have to be EVERYWHERE?
after that went lounging in the gap
again with my Bane
I like liming with fellas well dressed fellas at that!
the highlight of the night (for them at least) was when this 19 year old guy came and sat down next to me (when I was next to two guys mind you)
so I have to say he was kinda brave
I shot him down easy (him being 2 feet shorter than me and all)
but I hadda draw the line when he asked me if my boyfriend minds if I dance with other people (a very loaded question to find out if I had a boyfriend or not)
SO I hadda do the whole
oh THIS is my boyfriend you wanna ask him yourself???
not that I wanna lie to someone but I just really wasnt about the hassle of having to say no I don't have a boyfriend and hear the multitude of questions that could ensue
so I copped out and said my bane was my man
*shakes head*
I know this will come to bite me in the ass!
my weekend started on Thursday.. with Berger boys SHORT pants fete
that the pplz refuse to wear shorts....
had a minor exchange with the bane of my existence...who thinks that split personalities are fun
Friday....BAJE!
:)
got painted up and ting! I mean I was worried Baku and all but caw blemma it was burse!
and BARE people that you haven't seen as Daana said, BARE hugs and ting
LOVE it
and two thirds of the hot boys in so it was great
and one thing I have to say people were actually dancing!
that is a problem I've been encountering, when I go out, me and my friends are some of the only people dancing? why you gine pay money to just stand up? I mean you can do that for free in your house?!
I don't get pplz
Saturday
Power X 4 was washed out I'm slightly biased I know!
Moonshine was washed out BUT it wasn't desolate like Power X 4
rain did NOT stop people from jamming people were not standing up afraid to get their imi shoes muddy
and might I say, boatyard is just a place where you can go and be yourself...no body checking
I'm not so into foam, but I have to admit it wasn't bad this time, it didn't have the stifling affect that I would get if I was in say extreme
I ran into some interesting people too
more on that later!
Sunday.....
went to this "pool" party.... the pool was a 7 foot hole with dirty water a WHOLE set of posers or "dibby pplz trying to be bougie"
I mean its true, people like to say that bougie people just pose, but let me tell ya these people ain't MOVE bare statutes in the "fete"
I think its a bajan thing, don't wanna dance, or "free up yourself" as the djs ask them to
and I'm sorry but Old dub just ain't cutting it for me any more
its the same 20 songs just in a different order...
same thing for calypso
is there something wrong with playing MUSIC? not just one genre with a select 15 songs?
as much as Daana knocks it
I like the new dub, with the dances...becuz its not so much about Bad man this or that and its cool seeing people DANCING together rather than just wukking up and getting on skanky
I mean it grates on me to be out and see the proverbial circle gathering around some skitily clad woman who is in the splits on the ground doing god knows what
don't get me wrong
I would go to the dancehall queen show and have fun! them women are talented
but does it have to be EVERYWHERE?
after that went lounging in the gap
again with my Bane
I like liming with fellas well dressed fellas at that!
the highlight of the night (for them at least) was when this 19 year old guy came and sat down next to me (when I was next to two guys mind you)
so I have to say he was kinda brave
I shot him down easy (him being 2 feet shorter than me and all)
but I hadda draw the line when he asked me if my boyfriend minds if I dance with other people (a very loaded question to find out if I had a boyfriend or not)
SO I hadda do the whole
oh THIS is my boyfriend you wanna ask him yourself???
not that I wanna lie to someone but I just really wasnt about the hassle of having to say no I don't have a boyfriend and hear the multitude of questions that could ensue
so I copped out and said my bane was my man
*shakes head*
I know this will come to bite me in the ass!
Monday, June 28, 2004
its amazing how much one person can be a BITCH
and just fuck up your day with a few carefully placed malappropisms
no matter how hard I try
my mother will CONTINUE to piss me off
she called me on my cell phone to bitch about me using her towel
HER TOWEL
a crime I was innocent of mind you !
steupse
and has been PICKING and PICKING at my grandmother and has been complaining about my puppy Gin, mind you I've done everything I was supposed to do...clean up after him, feed him but NO she has to have it her fucking way and get on like a johnnie
****
and just fuck up your day with a few carefully placed malappropisms
no matter how hard I try
my mother will CONTINUE to piss me off
she called me on my cell phone to bitch about me using her towel
HER TOWEL
a crime I was innocent of mind you !
steupse
and has been PICKING and PICKING at my grandmother and has been complaining about my puppy Gin, mind you I've done everything I was supposed to do...clean up after him, feed him but NO she has to have it her fucking way and get on like a johnnie
****