Fella
oh i had a blast
SUCH A BLAST I STILL AINTMAKE IT TO WORK YET
me: haha
you're back home now?
Fella:
yeah left yesterday
me:
glad you had fun
Fella:
had a cool time even tho u aint callme up to take me out LOL
Me:
um
how was I to call you?
Fella:
just joking booo
but i did see u at baje and u loooked right at me and didnt even recognize me

me:
haha I saw you what once?
lord man


That is a classic example of someone being just a tad bit unreasonable
now I don't know this guy
never met him before
a friend who wasn't coming home asked me to give him my number and take care of him and his 5 jamaican female friends when he got here (yes five)
so I gave him my number
the man NEVER called me
I ran into him one time at Berger Boys and then never again
he claims I looked at him BUT I know this weekend I've be suffering from shortsightedness or something cuz someone would be right in front of me and I miss them completely

****
it may seem strange but I never really thought about guys having feelings
I mean of course they have feelings but somehow I just figured they were alot more stoic than girls
I mean a guy can be sensitive about things and emotional but in a guy way you know?
and sometimes the things that you do may end up hurting them and you don't even realise
don't get me wrong I try to be conscious of people's feelings
but I have to admit it kinda surprised me when this particular guy winced in pain by something I did

*****
tonite I'm going on a double date with Daana and two interesting fellas
:)
we gine have TWO hours of HORROR MOVIE THRILLS!
yes!
the village!!!!!


****

there is something exceptionally attractive about an intelligent guy
a guy who knows alot
I mean
its a little intimidating but at the same time oddly thrilling and exciting

picture this scenario
stretched out on a couch watching Mona Lisa Smile, in awe of all the paintings and how the "characters" could rattle off the names with ease, and thinking to myself I need to have some more culture in me, and be able to identify paintings and eras like that
when on the screen a crate opens and a mammoth painting is "unveiled" for want of a better word
now I was just staring at this painting becuz it was gorgeous absolutely gorgeous
and the two intellectual men in my presence begin to talk

"is that Pollock?"
"hmmm it might be, I'm not sure"
cut to Julia Roberts saying this is Jackson Pollock.....
"very good!"

I ain't speak yet mind you cuz I was still like ??? who is that?
mind you I'm still kinda proud of myself becuz its like in some part of my subconsciousness I recognised the painting and when he said Pollock I knew who he was talking about but...wow
that's all I have to say
wow

he knows so much and says so many things that I didn't think he'd know

its cool

MAN
I am in SUCH a good mood now
I hazard to say that this was the best Kadooment I ever had but it was MILES better than last year (last year I was jumping wid a VERY VERY unexpected visit from Aunt Flo) how bout I ON the Track and I say lemme go to the bathroom!
heart palpitations inna ONE

THIS YEAR
was great

in a costume that was blue, wid BEADS!!!! (yeah so them ain't wanna gi we beads I gine stick them on myself!)

at the front of the truck doing all the flag woman dances!!!

I get hoist up but the stiltmen or ...the moko jumbies as this trini man informed me I was wrong to call them stilt men hehe

and EVEN tho my feet were having spasms and I felt like I mash up my muscles and bones!
it was GREAT
BRILLIANT!


I could SO jump up again today!!!

that is the epitome of greatness tho
with your friends, friendly people having a good time people around you working hard to make sure everyone was happy!

*sigh*
and even tho some people were in another band we were still able to meet up and lime for a bit!

and I went to ALL the fetes!! saw the matrix wuk up and just LOVE it

I love being a west indian!
absolutely LOVE the fact that I can go out feting in a short pants
get paint on me
drink rum and gingers and be out with my friends and just have a blast
(note to self need another word OTHER than blast)

and even tho many people were like the music was ugh
man Come together and that rum song and sugar cane and can't done
all them songs just were great, I mean it wasn't even the music now, I was dancing to anything
and all the music from years before
THAT is what Kadooment is supposed to be like!!!

the only thing that could make this feeling even better
is if I had some food now
or a barbeque!!!