so I been watching sex and the city, I have to say that is the quintessential series to talk about what women thing and how they feel about relationships and so on.......at any given moment I feel like I could relate to one of the girls, Miranda, Carrie, Charlotte and Samatha.

of late I have to say I've been feeling a little like Samantha.......

my birthday is one of those events that I look forward to
I mean I count it down! can't wait!

last year sucked no lie, it was a terrible day, this year is shaping up to be great, even tho I have an exam and won't really be able to enjoy it as fully as I'd like
but I'll make up for it on the 13th
but to tell you the truth as of yesterday I wish my birthday wasn't coming for another couple years!



you know you sit back and see things about your society
things that real suck
and you say see THAT is the problem with our society
but its like no matter what you do it will still be messed up
inequal
unfair!
its like there is nothing you can do about it, if you still back and complain about it you're inadvertantly adding to it
and if you try to fight it you make yourself exhausted in the process and miserable, and no one notices how valiantly you've fought becuz at the end of the day its STILL the same
and all you've changed really is yourself

perhaps that's all you can really do
no one can really effect change unless they change themselves first

I went to watch Dawn of the Dead last nite
hehe I LOVE scary movies!
love it!
nothing better than being jumped out of your skin!

pulling another all niter
I'm getting quite used to seeing outside get brighter and the tv playin REAL shite on tv late at nite

its good to know at least when you sleeping that there's nothing worthwhile ya missing

so I had an exam yesterday at 4 pm that was BEAUTIFUL
if all my exams were like that CAW BLEN!

so I'm here studying some Equitable Remedies for my 9 am exam
had to pull an all niter def not prepared!

I tell ya there is something scintilating about a confident, intelligent, funny guy
has to be the greatest combination in the WORLD

:D

toodles

pulled another all nighter but I believe my paper is DONE!
so now just to resume studying for these two exams!

god I cannot fail!
if I fail I'll have to repeat all this crap again!!

by hook or by crook MUST get thru!!!

there's something a little disconcerting about a guy who will be so stone faced in a business meeting
yet two words and he's telling you anything you want to know

I find that very disturbing that I can wield such power, albeit unwillingly, but still harness it nonetheless

its like I'm meeting all guys, and they are really great, except for one tiny detail, and its not that I can put my finger on it, I mean sometimes its BLATANT that me and him will NOT go anywhere cuz he's just not my type of person.

I wonder if I'm too picky
am I too particular? I mean what's wrong with that? to be honest I don't think you should waste time with someone that you don't want to be around......I mean REALLY REALLY want to be around......it would be better to be alone anyway that to be miserable cuz you're not really happy.

its interesting, this whole distancing thing, I can look at my situation and logically decide what I like and what I don't like

I should have closed for stocktaking AGES ago!
got some stuff in here I didn't even know existed! its amazing what you can find out when you look inside yourself