I officially am ignoring V-day
just to go on record
I'm not going to be celebrating it in any shape or form
but I'm not going to make myself miserable about it either

its been 4 months since I've been stocktaking
and so far its cool
there have been some pplz who've tried to get in EVEN after seeing the CLOSED sign
but whatever
I'm not a complete recluse I still don't mind company
but that's all!

men trying (trying real hard mind you) to get me caught up in them
for what
so they can go cheat on me and then what?
*sigh*
there is ONE shining example in men to date
ONE
JUST ONE!!!

ok well I lie maybe more than one
there are a couple a good men
but I dunno they have some strange set backs

anyway
I can't be bothered
back to my one shining example

let's call him BURN

now Burn is a SWEET guy, a nerd, very VERY good looking guy
but like most guys met a real fucked up girl who messed him up royally so all now he's just jaded

again
I'm reiterate
I'm closed for stocktaking
but I feel I kinda close to him and I sorta kinda miss him when I don't speak to him

but

I don't want to make this into something it isn't
so we'll just leave it there