Saturday, August 28, 2004

I LOVE how there's someone at the end of the races who just HAPPENS to have a flag of the winning contingent, and just hands it over so they can run with it

:D

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

RIGHT!
Big up de Dance Hall Fraternity!!!

Saturday NITE
I gine an' bash out in de VIP section at
Black Chiney
yeah true VIP style is only who you know dat gine get you in there
lord that sounds so booogey!
anyway
if anyone wants to be in that section, lemme know, its $40, with a private bar, possibly waitresses, chairs and ting

Neysa I know you're my bashment partner since Vanya, Joia and Tonya and all dem not here, so if you know anyone (friends preferably) that you know that would wanna go in that section leave me a message

Monday, August 23, 2004

there's something oddly comforting about Big Bird
a giant bird who is just so obtrusive and humongous
but yet he tries really hard to be small
as in keep out of people's way

its really interesting
sometimes you feel like you're larger than life, huge
and all you're doing is trying to keep out of people's way
but no matter how hard you try your damn tail keeps knocking over shit

it makes you wonder
you shouldn't really ever try to be something you're not
its not fair to anyone and more than that
its definitely not fair to yourself

right now I feel like big bird,
maybe even bigger
and as much as I tried to keep out of people's way
that damn tail is just fucking up everything

I thought about clipping it
honestly
or maybe even a big scrunchie or something
but the tail just wouldn't keep down

but you know what I realise must be the best option
I need to stay out of places with stuff that my tail can knock over



Again
it happened again
I'm so tired of this shit
"it's not you its me I'm complicated"
well I have had enough
I am STILL closed for stocktaking in fact I think this shop is closing indefinitely
I hate men!
hate them
I hate how they can weedle their way into your attention and when you think ok its not so bad and kinda open up and then they do some shit
some REAL shite and you just feel stupid and ignorant for even giving them a chance
and I HATE feeling stupid
and what is more now today is acting as if nothing happened
and I'm being a temper tantrum feening female to get on like this
*ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*