cut grass always made her feel hungry

I sat down here trying to think of a story but it was as if the words of old stories wouldn't leave my fingers.

I want to write about how I feel, but I don't even know how I feel, my head is just filled with useless information to the point that when I try to put anything else in there....it won't fit.

I look up from my screen, does he know what he does to me? I mean does he really?
Its as if his eyes could just grab my attention, and anything else that happens are irrelevant or unnecessary.

there are so many qualities he has that remind me of someone special

is true you know
sometimes you have to depend on yourself becuz when you really need someone's help that's the head time you can't find them

imagine I'm talking to someone about something fairly serious that happened to me today
and they gine just brush it off
and say I'm being selfish since I didn't even ask how their day went

I've been noticing this kinda trend

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I think as much as I would like to say its not true, its important for me to have someone that I can depend on, and even while I type this its like I'm fighting in myself becuz that seems like some kind of weakness
but, sometimes I may be too strong, and I'd like someone who can appreciate my strengths but realise when I need my own kind of comforting without making me feel like a 2 year old

sounds pretty paradoxical huh?

I think there is ONE guy who would understand that and be able to execute it as well!

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I would like nothing more than to just relax
just stretch out on a bunch of cushions in front the tv and watch all of my favourite shows
with some food, and an endless supply of some form of liquid

it would be nice too if I could get a neck rub
or a foot rub

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so one part of my legal degree for this semester is finished
had to hand in the memorial for one of my courses
DONE !

5 courses to go!

so now I have to finish another assignment
then I have 4 more exams! April 29-May13th!

then its LADIES NITE!

Daanz we celebrating your bday from the 13th yuh hear so clear ya calendar from THEN!
save up your money! make sure you have some cute clothes
cuz we going out and DE-STRESS!

don't feel we won't be feteing that nite too uh

men will never change
and I say that for both ways
if you have a good guy he will always be a good guy, he'll get misguided and go down the wrong path, but invariably (I hope) he'll end back on the right one

bad guys now
will be like that FOREVER

can you believe! Trench has a gfriend, and believe me I am well over that guy, I was actually slightly happy(cuz I really could care less) when he told me
but you believe this idiot
pulled the same shit on me, that he did on his ex when we were going out

he's going to be like he misses things with me etc etc
so I said boy you know this all sounds VERY familiar
and if you aren't careful the same thing that happened with me will happen with this new girl

men don't realise they need to respect their women, when she's not infront them too!

line worthy of note!
on men and serious relationships:
"you can continue having your fun and your outside relationships, don't stop becuz you think I want you to but stop when you have had enough, becuz you'll realise I'm SO much more than any other girl you could ever want to mess around with"